"How sad it would be, should laughter disappear."

I am a complete music lover and my top five bands right about now are: 1. Blood on the Dance Floor 2. Fall Out Boy 3. Vocaloid 4.Nightwish 5. Kalafina. I want to learn as many as languages and instruments as possible.. I mostly write poems as well as fan-fictions, horror, and fantasy. Most of my poems turn out to be sadistic especially when I attempt to make them happy. I'm no good with endings and if I do they will have a habit of making you cry. Art is another passion of mine. I am very competitive. I also love anime and manga. Any recommendations to read/watch would be welcome!